An Ode to Thanks Giving

As the hustle and bustle of Christmas starts earlier and earlier (Hobby Lobby selling trees in August!), I'm trying to focus on the what should be theme of before Christmas: giving thanks. I don't feel like I do it enough, or am simply bad at it. This has to change.

In my effort to have a happier, peaceful, and more productive existence, I have decided to cherish things more than I have before. I could deviate quickly into all the difficult or negative things in my life. They are few, but feel significant. There have been more blessings this past year than I could remember in years past, and I need to take a step back and soak it all in.

Mostly, I am grateful for my wonderful new husband, Justin. We of course have experienced ups and downs, like anyone, and I am thankful for his love, companionship, and never-ending support. Without him, I can honestly say I don't know where I would be. He keeps me going everyday, is the one thought in my head motivating me to press on, and the love of my life.

In an odd way, I don't think our wedding would've happened without me having a new job. That's why I am beyond thankful for the place, people, and students I get to work with. It's surreal to think about how I affect kids' lives daily, whether they realize it or not. Running into two kiddos at the mall yesterday made this obvious to me. They were so excited to see me, tell me of their adventures they were having with their Grandma, and about the exciting toy helicopter they were about to buy. I know it sounds a bit silly, but oftentimes I lack a sense of importance. But when the students are happy to see me, or I recommend a book they truly love, it means a lot to me.

Last, but not least and certainly not last on my list, is my family. My "new" family, combined with my "old" family, is made up of a colorful cast of characters that I am so blessed to know and have in my life. I hope that they see me as the same blessing as I see them. I have the BEST mother-in-law and am so grateful that she is so kind and loving to me.

I know it's not library, work, or literature related, but I wanted to share these thoughts. This is all what is on my heart today, the eve on the day when we're supposed to give thanks, and it seemed mighty appropriate.